Luke Hurt

I Need You .... To Breathe

I watched you and her

Holding hands


Feeling the stab

A little deeper

Each time


Then you kissed me

Told me you wanted me

Then he called

And you ran away again


You kissed me again

Left her for me

We were happy

Finally together


You left me

Standing there alone

Taking the air from my lungs

I need you

To breathe


Then disaster stroked

He tried to kill me

I was left

Fighting for my life


You stood beside me

Finally we seemed to be

Happy and together

Then another disaster


You left me

Standing there alone

Taking the air from my lungs

I need you

To breathe


You married her

Leaving me once again

Just when I thought

You and me where



Every time you hugged her

Chose her over me

I hurt a little more

A little harder to breathe


You left me

Standing there alone

Taking the air from my lungs

I need you

To breathe


Every time you look at me

I drown in the blue

Falling a little deeper

In love with you


You chose me again

Wanting only me

 We were happy

Happy ending


You left me

Standing there alone

Taking the air from my lungs

I need you

To breathe


You chose her again

Leaving me standing there

One the most important night

Off my life


My heart broke

Collapsing in my chest

I drowned

Needing you to breathe


You left me

Standing there alone

Taking the air from my lungs

I need you

To breathe



I Miss You

Title: I Miss You
Chapter: 1/1
Rating: PG
Summary: Damian´s back
Characters: Luke, Noah, Damian, Holden, Emma, Lucinda, Lily, Dr. Hughes
Genre: Drama
Warnings: Character death
Disclaimer: This site is no way associated with "As the World Turns", CBS, P&G, or Van Hansis and Jake Silbermann. This is not for profit. No copyright infringement is intended.
Authors submit and write their own work.

Author Note: I also don´t own Avril Lavigne, the son "I Miss You" or the video. This was my entry for the march challange on Wiki.

It sickened him to watch that boy touch his son. Holding his hand or placing an arm around his waist. He had to swallow hard to keep the bill down as he watched that boy kiss his son. He gripped the steering wheel a little tighter and spoke in a low voice: ”Don´t worry son, I´ll take care of that boy and then I´ll help you become the man, you were born to be. A true Grimaldi.”

He turned the engine on and watched as the boys stepped out onto the street.

All was great in the world of Luke and Noah. Noah had forgiven Luke and they had finally made love. Now Noah had asked Luke to move in with him and Luke had happily accepted. They were walking home from a late movie, walking hand in hand and talking about what colors they were going to paint there now apartment in.

They walked out onto the empty street but before they could cross it, Noah pulled Luke tight to his body and whispered: ”I love you Luke.”

”I love you too,” whispered Luke before he felt Noah´s lips on his. They kiss was sweet and when Luke pulled back, he placed his forehead against Noah´s and looked deep into his eyes. ”I can´t wait till we get our apartment,” said Luke.

”One week,” said Noah. ”One week and we´ll be living together.”

”I can´t wait,” said Luke and pressed another soft kiss to Noah´s lips before reluctantly pulling back and graping his hand. They started to walk towards the truck, when suddenly a car turned its headlights on and drove right at them.

”NOAH!” yelled Luke and quickly pushed Noah out of the way. He froze as he saw the car coming towards him.

”LUKE!” yelled Noah from where he had fallen on the ground. He watched as Luke was hit by the car. The impact was so big that he was thrown onto the windshield and rolled down the passenger side of the car as the car turned to the left and drove away.

Noah watched as Luke was hit by the car and hit the ground hard. For a few seconds he could hear nothing besides his own heart, beating quickly in his chest. It felt like it was coming out of his chest.

He slowly got up and walked to his boyfriend. He couldn´t believe the sight that meet him. Luke was lying on the ground with scrapes in his head. His right leg was bent in an unnatural position and Noah new that it was broken.

”Noah!” Noah could hear Luke calling him in a small voice and saw that he was still conscience. He bent down and couldn´t help the gasp that left his mouth.

“Noah! Are you hurt?” Asked Luke before he started to cough, it sounded like he could barely breathe.

“Noah!” Luke said again when Noah didn´t answer him. Noah could hear him gasping for air.

“Shhh, baby, don´t speak.” Said Noah and brushed the hair away from Luke´s eyes.
He grabbed his hand and kissed it.

I Miss You - Avril Lavigne

Noah could see Luke´s eyes were starting to close. “Noah, I love you.”

“No you don´t Luke, you don´t say goodbye.” Said Noah and felt the tears starting to form in his eyes. Luke´s breathing was getting more gasping now.

“LUKE!” yelled Noah as he watched Luke close his eyes. “I love you too, I love you so much. But you´ve got to stay awake. Come on baby, open your eyes.”

Luke opened his eyes briefly and smiled at Noah before they closed again and his hand went limp in Noah´s.

“NOOOO!” yelled Noah as an ambulance pulled up beside them. Noah looked around and saw that a few people had gathered around them, he could see the sorrow in their faces. He was roughly pushed out of the way by the paramedics.

He watched as they worked on Luke before they placed him on a stretcher and pushed into the ambulance. Noah quickly got in and once again took Luke´s hand in his.

They arrived at the hospital and Noah was left in the waiting area as Luke was pushed into surgery. “NOAH!” he hears Lily yell as she, Holden, Lucinda and Emma entered the waiting room. “What happened? What happened to Luke?”

“The car …. It just …. He pushed me …. And then it hit …. “ Emma looked at Noah and pulled him into a hug. “Shhh,” she soothed. “Take a deep breath and tell us what happened.”
Noah told the story and soon they all slumped in the chairs in the waiting area.

They all fell silent, waiting for news about Luke.

They all stood quickly when Dr. Hughes came towards them with a sorrow filled expression on his face. Noah didn´t want to think about what that expression meant.

For a few seconds Dr. Hughes just looked at them. It seemed like he was catering courage to say what he needed to say.

“I´m sorry,” he said and they Noah watched as everyone around him seemed to fall apart. “I want to see him,” Noah said quietly. He didn´t think anyone heard him but Dr. Hughes looked at him and just nodded his head.

They walked down the hall, Noah felt like he was in a bubble. He could hear Lily crying and cursing God for taking her baby away from him, but it felt like she was far away.

Suddenly Dr. Hughes stopped in front of a door. He looked at Noah and Noah could see the pain and sorrow in his eyes before the old doctor walked away, leaving Noah standing alone in front of the door that separated him and Luke. Noah took a deep breath and raised his hand, slowly pushing the door open.

What he saw hit him so hard that he almost stumbled backwards, but slowly he made his way towards the still body in the bed.

There was Luke, looking almost asleep.

Still breathtakingly beautiful.

Noah collapsed in the car next to the bed and grasped Luke´s hand like it was his lifeline.

The events of what happened came rushing back over him and suddenly he felt the tears in his eyes. He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces, and he knew that he would never be able to put them back together again.

He put his head to Luke´s chest, wanting desperately to hear the steady beating of his heart. When he heard no sound, he broke down and couldn´t stop the tears.

He didn´t know how long he had been sitting there before he felt a hand on his back, making slow, soothing circles. He looked up and looked into the eyes of Holden.

“It should have been me,” he whispered and once again the tears fell from his eyes. He felt Holden pull him to his body and rocked him, offer comfort.

“It was an accident,” he heard Holden whisper in his ear and again he broke down. Clinging to Holden, wanting to grasp the comfort Holden offered.

Together they stood by Luke´s bedside, comforting each other in their time of sorrow.

Knowing that nothing would ever be the same again.


Back From Rome

Title: Back From Rome
Chapter: 1/1
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Noah comes back from Rome early
Characters: Luke and Noah
Genre: Romance, PWP
Warnings: Sex between the boys, sex toys
Disclaimer: This site is no way associated with "As the World Turns", CBS, P&G, or Van Hansis and Jake Silbermann. This is not for profit. No copyright infringement is intended. Authors submit and write their own work.

`Finally´ thought Noah as he arrived at the farm. He had been away almost a month on a class trip, but now he was back, a day to soon. He wanted to surprise Luke.

As he walked into the farm, he couldn´t help but notice that it was dark, nobody was home. He could feel his groin tingle as he wished that Luke would be somewhere inside and not of someplace doing something. But his sighed in disappointment as he walked into the kitchen. It was dark and completely quiet.

`I better go sleep,´ he thought to himself as he yawned. He slowly walked up the stairs to his room and stopped outside Luke´s room.
He turned to walk away when he heard moaning and a buzzing sound coming from the other side of the door.

He stood still for a moment and wondered if he should walk into the room. “Noah!” He heard Luke moan and before he had a chance to think about it, his hand was on the handle and the door was open.

There on the bed was Luke, completely naked and his legs spread apart. His right hand was stroking his dick and in his left hand, he had the vibrator that Noah had bought, a week before he left. He was breathing heavily; his eyes were blown wide with both surprise and lust. Luke´s body froze as if he had been burned by fire and for a few moments or moments, none of them had their eyes anywhere the alarm clock on Luke´s dresser. The room was completely quit except for the low humming from the vibrator.

“Noah …” Luke breathed and the blush spread across his face. He began to pull the vibrator out and suddenly Noah came out of his daze. “Don´t” he whispered and turned around and shut the door behind him and locked it, before turning around and hastily taking all his clothes off. He felt Luke´s eyes on him the whole time.

When he was too completely naked he laid down on the bed between Luke´s legs. He slapped Luke´s hand away from the vibrator and dick.

“Mine,” he growled low in his throat before he deep throated Luke and buried his nose in Luke´s soft pubic hears, he took a deep breath. `Home´ he thought to himself. He pushed the vibrator in one time before he pulled it out. He gently pressed it to each ball, enjoying the whimper he got from Luke.

As he started to bob his head he felt Luke´s hands his hair, caressing the dark locks as to assure Luke, that he was real and not a dream.

Noah felt Luke´s dick starting to throb in his mouth and bought the vibrator to Luke´s puckered rim, circling it before he pushed it inside, as deep as it could go. “No …. aahhhh,” Luke said as his orgasm hit. Noah opened his throat and happily sucked every last droop of cum out of Luke´s dick.

As Luke lay on the bed, feeling every nerve ending in his body tingling, he felt Noah kiss his way up his body. He opened his eyes and all he could see was the blue of Noah´s eyes.

He smiled at Noah and opened his mouth to speak, but before he could make a sound, Noah´s mouth was covering his in a steaming kiss.

In the desperate need for air Luke reluctantly pulled back only to feel Noah attack and kissing his neck. Luke threw his head back when he felt Noah´s finger against his entrance, wet with lube. He wondered for a moment when Noah had found the lube, but all his thoughts went out of his head when Noah pushed a finger deep inside.

Luke moaned and begged for more and before he knew it, he had three fingers inside and was begging Noah to fuck him.

Noah pulled his fingers out and quickly covered his cock in lube and put it to Luke´s entrance, where he stroked it slowly against the puckered ring.

“Noah .... please ….” The rest of Luke´s sentence drowned in the loud moan, that escaped his lips as Noah pushed himself inside, burring himself balls deep in the tight heat of Luke´s ass.

Noah started to thrust slowly in and out, wanting to give Luke time to adjust, but then he felt Luke´s hand on his ass, taking a cheek in each hand and squeezing hard, he started to trust harder and faster.

It felt like Luke´s breath is caught in his throat as he felt Noah´s thrust to the core of his being.

After what only felt like a moment Luke could feel his orgasm and he gasped as he felt Noah´s hand wrap around his erection, stroking it in time with his thrust.

“Luke …” gasped Noah, also feeling his orgasm nearing, “come together.”

“Close,” gasped Luke and then long, thick spurts of come shot out of his cock, as always, seeing this made Noah thrust deep inside and come. Noah collapsed on top of Luke and for the next few minutes like they didn´t have a bone in their body.

After what felt like hours to the fucked-out couple, Noah drew back a little and looked down at Luke. Luke lifted his hand and caressed Noah´s cheek. “You´re home early,” he said and smiled.

“I couldn´t wait another day to see you,” said Noah and kissed him softly on the lips. “I love you,” said Noah as he pulled out and rolled of Luke, onto his back and opening his arms so Luke could snuggle into his body.

“I love you too,” said Luke and kissed Noah´s chest, and snuggled in to his body.

Noah smiled when he heard Luke´s deep breathing, indicating that he was a sleep. Noah felt himself sleep claiming him.

`Home,´ was the last he thought as sleep claimed him.